
> I don't know what to make of RL and fandom anymore. D: I mean, firstly, my timetable is hell of a sucky. Three days of finishing school at 6pm, one of which I only go to school for two hours (Tuesday) and the other which I work the entire day for SSM from 8am to 4pm before proceeding to lecture which ends at 6pm. (Monday) D: I think my least favourite day of the week this term will definitely be Monday. :X And the fact that we are placed in different classes.
Again. So happy. Not. :X Just when I was getting along with everyone from my class. Oh well.
>On the bright side, at least I have Preeti and Kelly to accompany me this time as classmates; as compared to the last semester when I was all alone and didn't know anyone. : Anne and Shu Hui are in different classes from me again though. Fate doesn't seem to like us, really.
>Fandom wise...Well...I hate the fact that KAT-TUN has almost zero new activities whatsoever since August and the in it's place, loads of gossip and rumors are surfacing. I don't care about whether Akanishi/Nishiyama Maki went out together or stuff. I want
real news. REAL SINGLE/ALBUM RELEASES. Not just spectulation. Sighs* Where art thou, Johnny? Prz to be giving them more work.
>And...About Nishiyama Maki. I used to think she was pretty decent/sweet but now after reading her multiple blog posts about all those Jin fans leaving nice comments on her blog entries and she feeling so grateful about it; going, "Thank you everyone! I love you all, you are so warm!" and her insistence that she and Jin are just really good friends...It just kind of pisses me off. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And lay on the maple syrup and strawberries while you're at it, will yah? Look, if they are supposedly dating or "just friends" like they claim, (Everyone knows that the term, "Just friends" is utter bull in such cases) it's still not very nice to keep posting about it in your blog, isn't it, Maki? D: I would have thought that a low key profile would be a sensible approach when you're dating with ANAN number 3 top male artist of the year. Not only to protect Jin's privacy but her own. On the other hand, she's a model. And models aren't exactly the brightest creatures on this earth, aren't they? LOL.
>But she doesn't. Instead she
posts about it. And several times too. It kind of makes me wonder what her true intention is. Because the way she is acting now reminds of what Rena (Junno's rumoured girlfriend) is doing now. Deliberately posting about him* and openly talking about them (Even though it is against JE company policy to do so. I mean, look, even Shirota Yuu who is a good friend of Jin does not mention his name directly in his blog entries.) Maki as his girlfriend?/ friend? could obviously do the same? Either way, I am getting a
weird vibe from this girl now and I don't think she's as sweet as she previously seemed. D: I could be wrong, because this is Jin I am talking about and I don't think I can be unbiased when it comes to judging the girl. But I am not a fan of her now. Neither am I a hater. I am just someone who doesn't really think she's that innocent as she seems. Coughs*
>I wonder why. I never had any opinions about Jin rumored girlfriends in the past till now. :X Oh well. I think I take my fandom too seriously. I am becoming deluded. LOLLLLL.
>The only thing I can say now is that whatever decision Jin makes with Maki, I'd support it. It's his life after all and there's a thin line between caring for your idol and overdoing it by being posessive of him and flaming who he dates. If that's what makes him truly happy. I say, go for it! Besides, Jin is hardly the type to ever settle down with someone sensible does he? It makes me feel as if he's rushing too fast into commitment. =________=" Sighs* Oh well.